For far too long the practice of psychiatry has prospered on mending society's wrong.
To cure a freak who don't belong.
It's all a bunch of lies.
Rooted at shuffling addictions around, distorting people's minds.
Complicating from those divine.
Tell me what's the problem, I have a cure for you...
There's nothing a prescription can undo.
You must sit and trust me, I can feel your pain.
Correcting the Lithium deficiency in your brain with pills.
You're mad all the time.
Sedated now... You'll be fine.
Getting stoned.
Getting stoned.
'Cause I'm distorted from taking drugs designed to help me regain my mind to rid the depression I periodically endure.
I'm not right.
But was better than when I came here through getting stoned.
I perceive all the injections, the scars that remain.
The needle tracks that stain the veins.
Rehab is a joke to me.
A strung out junkie needs to be set free.
Methadone clinics just won't help.
How do you reabilitate a serial killer who longs to kill, but is addicted to brutal sex?
That's a sick addition in itself.
How do you cure obesity?
A transient drunk?
Anaclisis?
Manic Depressive Psychosis?
Over-active sex drives?
Anorexia Nervosa?
Control Freaks?
Self-destructive humans?
World hunger?
Living here in torment...
IT'S DISTURBING
It's quite contagious...
YOU'LL DIAGNOSE
Born deficient... COMATOSE
I'm a special doctor, you don't know me.
As long as I get my money, I've got a degree in worldly nothings.
Fine upstanding yuppie.
But I care only for cash.
For far too long, authority made them strong.
Rehabilitation does not work.
Because crime is high...
Rape has gone up.
So has the tension.
While psychiatrists get rich feeding on the nation's insecurites, performing mental blasphemy as they please.
A prescription will set you free... or taint your soul.
Will false hope... Rehab is for Quitters.
Who's right to say what is wrong or right?
Desire consumes you are what you are and no one can change that stupid fact.
Molestor or strung out on crack.
Rehab can only change those who will be changed.
It shifts the color of addiction to something of the same.
Making the monkey go away.
Replacing him with a chimp.
Can't stop thinking about those cigarettes, crawl beneath the skin.
Like the man who tried to quit shooting after 25 years...
Decided to put the needle down and found he could no longer live.
So he tried a little bit.
No longer exists.
Death is the pain killer.

Cephalic Carnage - 'Rehab'

I've been thinking about you, my love
And all the crazy things that you put me through
Now I'm coming around, Throwing it back to you
Were you thinking of me when you kissed him
Could you taste me when you licked his skin
All the while I showerd you with trust and promises
What I'm needing now is some sweet revenge
To get back all that I lost then
I gave you all I had to give, but I could never reach you

Chorus :
Oh, Adrienne, I thought I knew you
Once again, you used me, used me
Adrienne, I should have left you
Long before you used me, Used me up

Spent my money, drove my car
I treated you like a shining star
But in my sky all burnt out you are
And I'll have the last laugh, when I see you walking with
some other guy
'Cause I know you're gonna end up all alone
So take these words, some good advice
All you've done's gonna come back twice
You never cared how much it hurt, I really need to tell you

Chorus

What I'm needing now is some sweet revenge
To get back all that I lost then.
I gave you all that I had to give, but I could never reach you

Chorus

The Calling - Adrienne

---

What's the point of a hero with no one to save?

Le sigh

Delusional
I believe I can cure it all for you, dear
Coax or trick or drive or
drag the demons from you
Make it right for you sleeping beauty
Truly thought
I can magically heal you

You're far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
Failing miserably to rescue
Sleeping Beauty

Drunk on ego
Truly thought I could make it right
If I kissed you one more time to
Help you face the nightmare
But you're far too poisoned for me
Such a fool to think that I can wake you from your slumber
That I could actually heal you..

Sleeping Beauty
Poisoned and hopeless
You're far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
Failing miserably to find a way to comfort you

Far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
And hiding from some poisoned memory

Poisoned and hopeless
Sleeping Beauty

A Perfect Circle-Sleeping Beauty





Paralyzed.
Nothing's getting through to me.
Hypnotized from all my surroundings.
I wanna be something I could never be.
I wanna say things that I could never say.
Yeah, I'm gonna do it again!
Sick of my life.
I'm tired of everything in my life.
Dragged down.
Rubbing my face in the ground.
No time for the undecided.
I wanna know why I've always felt alone.
And I wanna love.
Why am I untouchable?
Yeah, I'm gonna do it again!
Sick of my life.
I'm tired of everything in my life.
I never wanted to be sick of my life.
I'm tired of everything in my life.


Godsmack-Sick of Life

---

Each day that comes is one day closer to Pedro's demise.

And no oompa-loompas.

What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go

And the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)

Take my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go,
Promise me...
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
Make this last forever

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know, you're not making this easy

You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy

I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you

Promise by Matchbook Romance

he couldn't believe how easy it was
he put the gun into his face
bang!
(so much blood from such a tiny little hole)

problems have solutions
a lifetime of ****ing things up fixed in one determined flash

everything's blue
in this world
the deepest shade of mushroom blue
all fuzzy
spilling out of my head

Nine Inch Nails - The Downward Spiral

---

Like Little Willie John - Mark Lanegan

There was nothing I could do
Where's Willie John?
Dead so long
Born to fall, nothing at all
Who's gonna grieve
When you're gone?
I once believed
I wouldn't bleed
I seen all these good looking women
While I'm getting off the plane
Remember where my baby is
Start thinkin' 'bout my baby
All she ever knew was trouble
And for much I was to blame
But when I heard the news that night
I went down like a satellite
And when my world stood still that night
I dropped like a satellite
She never knew how much I loved her
She never knew how much I cared
I thought I'd get back to my special one
I thought I'd get on a lucky run
I said I'd get back to my special one
I said I'd get on a lucky run
God damn
Where's Willie John?
Dead so long
Born to fall, like nothing at all
Now who's gonna grieve
When you're gone?
I once believed I'd never bleed
But lord I'm all alone tonight
Don't the sun love it's satellite?
Lord I'm all alone tonight
Don't the sun love it's satellite?
I don't know
Seein' all these good looking women
And remember where my baby is
Start thinkin' 'bout my baby
Remember where my baby is
Start me thinkin' 'bout my baby
Where's my baby?

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"We the unwilling, led by the unknowning, have been doing the impossible for the ungrateful. In fact, we have been doing so much with so little for so long, we now believe we can do anything, with nothing, in no time at all."

"Neither by chance nor destiny."

Polar Bear. Igloo. Radar. Eggman.

It’s like crack. Crack that slaps you in the face and calls you a ***. And you like it.

"Rape Me" - Nirvana

Rape me
Rape me my friend
Rape me
Rape me again

I'm not the only one (x4)

Hate me
Do it and do it again
Waste me
Rape me my friend

I'm not the only one (x4)

My favorite inside source
I'll kiss your open sores
Appreciate your concern
You'll always stink and burn

Rape me
Rape me my friend
Rape me
Rape me again

I'm not the only one (x4)

Rape me! (x9)

---

Last day of the rest of my life
I wish I would've known
Cause I didn't kiss my mama goodbye

I didn't tell her that I loved her and how much I care
Or thank my pops for all the talks
And all the wisdom he shared

Unaware, I just did what I always do
Everyday, the same routine
Before I skate off to school

But who knew that this day wasn't like the rest
Instead of taking a test
I took two to the chest

Call me blind, but I didn't see it coming
Everybody was running
But I couldn't hear nothing

Except gun blasts, it happened so fast
I don't really know this kid
Even though I sit by him in class

Maybe this kid was reaching out for love
Or maybe for a moment
He forgot who he was
Or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged
Whatever it was
I know it's because

[chorus:]
We are, We are, the youth of the nation

Little Suzy, she was only twelve
She was given the world
With every chance to excel

Hang with the boys and hear the stories they tell
She might act kind of proud
But no respect for herself

She finds love in all the wrong places
The same situations
Just different faces

Changed up her pace since her daddy left her
Too bad he never told her
She deserved much better

Johnny boy always played the fool
He broke all the rules
So you would think he was cool

He was never really one of the guys
No matter how hard he tried
Often thought of suicide

It's kind of hard when you ain't got no friends
He put his life to an end
They might remember him then

You cross the line and there's no turning back
Told the world how he felt
With the sound of a gat

[chorus]

Who's to blame for the lives that tragedies claim
No matter what you say
It don't take away the pain

That I feel inside, I'm tired of all the lies
Don't nobody know why
It's the blind leading the blind

I guess that's the way the story goes
Will it ever make sense
Somebody's got to know

There's got to be more to life than this
There's got to be more to everything
I thought exists

[chorus]

Youth of the Nation - P.O.D

And now, for something less gloomy:

"To Zion" by Lauryn Hill

Unsure of what the balance held
I touched my belly overwhelmed
By what I had been chosen to perform
But then an angel came one day
Told me to kneel down and pray
For unto me a man child would be born
Woe this crazy circumstance
I knew his life deserved a chance
But everybody told me to be smart
Look at your career they said,
"Lauryn, baby use your head"
But instead I chose to use my heart

Now the joy of my world is in Zion
Now the joy of my world is in Zion

How beautiful if nothing more
Than to wait at Zion's door
I've never been in love like this before
Now let me pray to keep you from
The perils that will surely come
See life for you my prince has just begun
And I thank you for choosing me
To come through unto life to be
A beautiful reflection of his grace
For I know that a gift so great
Is only one God could create
And I'm reminded every time I see your face

That the joy of my world is in Zion
Now the joy of my world is in Zion
Now the joy of my world is in Zion
Now the joy of my world is in Zion

Marching, marching, marching to Zion
Marching, marching
Marching, marching, marching to Zion
Beautiful, beautiful Zion

---

Is my English that bad? I have to use to dictionary to fully understand the meaning of this song... and even so... I still have little idea of what it talks about... oh, well... I guess I'll never understand Tiamat... too subjective...

Tiamat - Mount Marilyn

"The threne my love that opens now
in cattle blood of aery brow
con that life's a dream not to affy
as embodied matter love will die
you twinkle still in argentine
when i palmy dout the rapid din
to force the mure, the pain i hide
as you're not longer by my side
mazed i helmed this crater deem
stranger than a stranger seems
wished to shroud the sortance leer
and yarely wink the eyes of fear
splay the moon that foolish be
and let the sunshine ravin me
beyond the love i do behold
a ken i saw, a fane of gold
i'd peize in pounds our insane blend
and phantom laid a smile i send
eke an ounce of purple fire and fairy eyes no longer twire
would fain to stalk lonely yield
merely in drowning water clay
as anguish wears but shades of grey
to retain the chains of elder squire
i'd prune the funeral skies denier
once in awhile he still appeals
to remind you all it's still for real
breathing smoke and fire
but the face of evil that haunted us
was never ever present thus
the cupid rainbow ties an orb
in which every demon shall absorb
do you think i care?
do you really think i care?"

 

---

"Pedicabo ego vos et irrumabo"
I will f*** you in the ass and mouth
Catullus, XVI

Things do sound more profound in Latin...

#Sometimes things just seem to fall apart
When you least expect them to
Sometimes you want to pack up and leave behind
All of them and all their smiles

I don't know
What to think anymore
Maybe things will get better
Maybe things things will look brighter
Maybe, Maybe, Maybe

Sometimes people surprise you
And people surprise me
But I guess thats the price we pay
For wanting so badly

I don't know
What to think anymore
Maybe things will get better
Maybe things things will look brighter
Maybe, Maybe, Maybe

I don't know
What to think anymore
Maybe things will get better
Maybe things things will look brighter
Maybe, Maybe, Maybe

I don't know
What to think anymore
Maybe things will get better
Maybe things things will look brighter
Maybe, Maybe, Maybe

Sometimes...Sometimes...Sometimes# - Linkin Park - Sometimes

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What's the point of a hero with no one to save?

Le sigh

Just saw this band on metal-archives.com... they're called Ninja Magic... and their lyrics are about... Ninjas! Though I'm no fan of happy Power Metal music with gay high-pitched clean vocals, their songs just crack me up...

Their stuff can be downloaded at http://www.dominimagica.com/ninja/index2.html

Way of life

"Inherit the blade, take your place on the field of honour
let the wisdom of ancesters guide your Ninja path
To face lethal enemies, you must move unseen
Strike like a flash, leaving nothing but smoke

Battle warriors of the night
Secret shadow Ninja, arise...

The way of the Ninja is the way of life
Where lightning strikes once, a Ninja strikes twice
The way of the Ninja, the way to survive
Fighting with honour, hold your sword high

To conquer earth, fire and wind you must be one with the universe
on the road of justice Ninjas unite
Reach into your soul and find the source of true power
Live with honour and die with pride

Battle warriors of the night
Secret shadow Ninja, arise...

The way of the Ninja is the way of life
Where lightning strikes once, a Ninja strikes twice
The way of the Ninja, the way to survive
Fighting with honour, hold your sword high"

---

"Pedicabo ego vos et irrumabo"
I will f*** you in the ass and mouth
Catullus, XVI

Things do sound more profound in Latin...

A friend in need 's a friend indeed.
A friend with weed is better.
A friend with breasts and all the rest.
A friend who's dressed in leather.

A friend in need 's a friend in deed.
A friend who'll teases is better.
Our thoughts compressed that makes us blessed
and makes for stormy weather.

*wait*

A friend in need 's a friend indeed.
My Japanese is better.
And when she's pressed, she will undress.
And then she's boxing clever.

A friend in need 's a friend indeed.
A friend who bleeds is better.
My friend confessed she passed the test.
And we will never sever.

[chorus]
~4x
Days...dawning...
skins...crawling...

4x
Pure...morning...

*wait*

A friend in need 's a friend in deed.
A friend who'll teases is better.
Our thoughts compressed that makes us blessed
and makes for stormy weather.

A friend in need 's a friend indeed.
A friend who bleeds is better.
My friend confessed she passed the test.
And we will never sever.

[chorus]
~4x
Days...dawning...
skins...crawling...

8x
Pure...morning...

A friend in need 's a friend indeed.
My Japanese is better.
And when she's pressed, she will undress.
And then she's boxing clever.

A friend in need 's a friend indeed.
A friend with weed is better.
A friend with breasts and all the rest.
A friend who's dressed in leather.

---

Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam, et lingua eius loquetur iudicium.
Beatus vir qui suffert temtationem.
Quanium c-um probatus feurit accipient coronam vitae.

Kyrie, ignis divine, eleison.

Oh quam sancta, quam serena, quam benigna, quam amoena.
Oh castitatis lilium.

Forgotten Tomb - Disheartenment

"Lying in a dark corner
The black candle light is dying out
Trying to refuse this suffering
As coldness burns my pale naked flesh

I faced my fears a thousand times
Endless doubts - Life of paranoia
I try to find a way out
From this state of suicidal urge

I watch with empty eyes the blade
As tears begin to fall down my face
Another night alone with myself
At one with melancholy and depression

I bleed because the dark is near
I cry as I realize you can’t be here
I need to caress your skin in the night
But now my only friend remains this knife

Why must I live with these fears?
I know my only tragedy is my mind
Sometimes I think I’m wasting all the joys
And with this bitter thought I fear to die

I feel so jaded now, so far away
I can’t face next morning with this pain
Another cut lacerates my flesh
Sometimes I think it will be the last

I’m only trying to objectivate this hate
I prove towards myself and life itself
I only need to watch these fifty wounds
I opened upon my body in the night

I only need to stop these sick death thoughts
And cry for joy when you’ll be here again
I’ll watch you sleeping naked at my side
I’ll kiss you and this blood will stop to flow

Everyone can kill himself one day
Life brings pain and suffering on our way
Cut your wrists, it’s simpler than it seems
But in death you’ll know...
Disheartenment wins"

---

"Pedicabo ego vos et irrumabo"
I will f*** you in the ass and mouth
Catullus, XVI

Things do sound more profound in Latin...

OMG! We didn't update this for over half a year? Shame on us ><;;;

[Konishi Kayo and  Kondou Yukio - Lilium (Elfen lied title song)]

Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam,
et lingua eius loquetur iudicium.

Beatus vir qui suffert temtationem.
Quanium c-um probatus feurit accipient coronam vitae.

Kyrie, ignis divine, eleison.

Oh quam sancta, quam serena,
quam benigna, quam amoena.
Oh castitatis lilium.

Short but good.

(translation).

The mouth of just shall meditate wisdom,
and his/her tongue shall speak judgement.

Lucky is (s)he who suffert/endures temptation,
and one (s)he has been tried/tested, (s)he will recieve the crown of life.

Lord/God, divine fire, have mercy.

Oh how sacred, how serene,
how benevolent, how lovely.
Oh lily of purity.

That's probably as accurate as I can get it for now. Once I learn latin (If I'll actually get to that -_-) I'll translate it as accurately as I can. ^^

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Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam, et lingua eius loquetur iudicium.
Beatus vir qui suffert temtationem.
Quanium c-um probatus feurit accipient coronam vitae.

Kyrie, ignis divine, eleison.

Oh quam sancta, quam serena, quam benigna, quam amoena.
Oh castitatis lilium.