Howdy all, surprised I'm the one who starts the thread? Well, I just wanted to make it for those who had a bad valentines day. *sigh* I wish the girl would come on I like to be my valentine. Too bad she already has a guy. I pretty much know you get it by just either of these 2 sentances.
Valentines day wasn't bad, I had no valentine and I get whined at by my parents. My parents keep talking about this girl, Miranda. She was my biggest friend in the first part of my life. I know her since I was 3 and kinda became friends fast. We played whit eachother alot *giggles* and had really alot of contact until we were 15. Then we kinda lost contact. the thing is, we did have a relationship based on sex and I wanted more then that later on. I always kinda loved her, but she didn't wanna start something serious, because she didn't wanna ruin our friendship. She went whit other guys whitout telling me, and kept it secret even. Maybe she did that because she didn't wanna hurt me, but even if it was in my face and I asked about it, she denied that for a while.
We still were friends, but we lost more contact over the time. But I hear about her every day lately. There is this old lady who my dad use to live whit. Back in the day he had wars whit grandpa. Mind you, he always had a war with him. But he was kicked out of the house and lived whit that lady. She had a small bleeding in her brain, and she was transported to a hospital. She still is there, but... ...my dad met Wilma, Miranda's mother. They seem to talk oftenly about us. When dad came home the first day, he told me about it and it was a bit fishy. The next day, surprisingly Miranda came over and invited me to her parents home. After that we didn't have contact ourselves but my parents talked to Wilma at the hospital. Now I've been hearing for week "Go to her, visit her sometime in the evening" "Call her" "Give her a gift" and some remarks about me secuding her and stuff... I lost interest in her a long while ago, and my parents really want me to make something of it. From what I get of the situation is either she really likes me or our parents want to set us up.
Meh, I just hope my parents will finally give up. If she really likes me, let her persue me. I wanted her before, and now I don't care. So unless she makes me like her I will just continue living a meaningless life. 
I dunno what to think about it, but I just wished that either she tried getting me herself or my parents will just stop bugging me.
Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam, et lingua eius loquetur iudicium.
Beatus vir qui suffert temtationem.
Quanium c-um probatus feurit accipient coronam vitae.
Kyrie, ignis divine, eleison.
Oh quam sancta, quam serena, quam benigna, quam amoena.
Oh castitatis lilium.